Friday, May 8, 2026

Credit: UN Photo/John Isaac
- Ten years ago, I lost more than a job.
When my post was abolished, there was no warning, no closure, no golden parachute—just a quiet erasure. Overnight, I went from a UN professional with decades of service to an invisible statistic in a system that eats its own.
I wasn’t just de-linked from my role—I was cut off from my health insurance, my professional identity, my community, and the safety net I thought I’d built after a lifetime of service.
What’s the real cost of that? Let me try to count it.
The Financial Toll
Over ten years, I’ve conservatively lost between $1.7 and $2.4 million USD—not in stock options or startup fantasies, but in the very basic elements of working life:
The Emotional Toll
The numbers don’t tell the whole story. They don’t reflect what it’s like to wake up every morning wondering if your work ever mattered. They don’t show the moments I had to choose between groceries and another round of lab tests for my mother. They don’t capture the professional shame, the panic, the quiet disbelief that no one came looking.
It’s not just a system failure. It’s a human one.
Why Reform Can’t Wait
You can’t claim to be a values-based organization while discarding your own people in silence. And yet that is what too many international agencies do—cutting technical posts under the guise of restructuring, while retaining bloated management layers and generalist positions with no clear public value.
We need a reset. Here’s where to start:
1. Guarantee Transitional Support for Abolished Posts
Abolition should never mean abandonment. Staff whose posts are cut must be offered:
2. Protect Technical Expertise
Organizations must stop privileging coordination over content. The future depends on knowledge—gender, climate, health, evaluation, biodiversity, education. We need fewer PowerPoint czars and more people who’ve actually done the work.
Create:
3. Build Accountability into Human Resource Systems
Too often, posts are abolished due to politics, personal vendettas, or vague restructurings. There must be:
4. Rebalance Power and Purpose
The system is top-heavy and risk-averse. It’s time to rebalance:
Rebuilding, Not Returning
I’ve spent the last decade slowly rebuilding. Consulting, evaluating, speaking truth to power. I’ve advised governments, walked the garbage-strewn backstreets of Jakarta, listened to stories from herders in Mali and coral farmers in Seychelles. My skills didn’t vanish. My value didn’t die.
But I’ve had to fight for every contract. Every inch of ground.
And I’ve come to understand this: abolition doesn’t end a career—it reveals what the system never saw in the first place.
To Those Who’ve Been Abolished
If you’ve lost your job, your anchor, your sense of place—this is for you. You are not expendable. You are not a line in a budget or a casualty of “restructuring.”
You are the system’s conscience, even if it forgot your name.
We are still here. We are still needed.
And we are not done.
Stephanie Hodge is an international evaluator and former UN advisor who has worked across 140 countries. She writes on governance, multilateral reform, and climate equity.
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